List 2 of Many

Things I Think I'd Like

This is going to be a shorter list than the last one because past what my actual curiosities and interests entail I never really looked into things past that.

1. Enemas. It's hard to really describe this one. What it is that has a hold on me as far as this is concerned has always been really hard to pin down. It's horribly embarrassing for me to even talk about it, and even more so to try and go into any details. I'll be honest, I don't want to crap myself in front of someone, that's NOT the allure to me. It's more the things you can do after being effectively cleaned out – like being forced to hold it in, being punished if you can't, the pure humiliation/embarrassment of even voiding clean water in front of someone.

The upside to this though, is the fact that a clean ass is easily a repeatedly fucked ass, and that's a whole 'nother list of things I could get into =D

2. Fisting. There's a bit of fear involved in this concept. I realize that fists don't reach the size of say, a baby, but babies don't exactly come out easily, ya' know? Yeah the curiosity is there – I've read about people's experience with this, and it sounds like something that's up my alley, but there's a big part of my mind that doesn't believe entire Hands can or should fit in there.

3. Flogged/Whipped/Cropped/Hot Wax. I know what you're thinking, this stuff's kinda par for course when it comes to BDSM isn't it? I can think about this stuff for months or years, and I can try to do it myself, but I don't know. I'd assume there's not going to be an issue when it comes to this, I dream and fantasize about it, I can't wait to experience it. Though, I should admit I had someone try to take a flog to me, and well, I couldn't feel a thing. It was rather disappointing, and not because it was something I no longer wanted to do, so much as it was like having this awesome build up and just … nada.

4. Peeing, and I totally blame way too much time watching Hentais for this one. I don't want to pee ON people, I don't want anything to do with drinking (ewewewewew), etc. Just, the whole having someone watch you do something that's generally a very private thing. Women don't stand at urinals, no one ever sees us pee, so it's... yeah, something. On a related note I had someone ask if I was okay with them peeing on me a few years back. The answer to that question is pretty much the same now as it was then, “Ew, but I don't know...” Because it's humiliating and shameful, and that I can get behind. But at the same time it's like... bwha? Did he really just ask me that?

Well, I suppose it's better he asked as opposed to just you know, peeing on me...

5. Nose hooks. Honestly, my sinus' have been screwed over so often in my life that I don't want anything to do with something that's going to mess with them. But there's still curiosity there, albeit a kind of "This would probably be a punishment way more than a reward..."

6. Hm, I might come back and some other point and update this. Right now I can't think of anything that sits on that fine line of maybe that exists between “Yes Please!” and “Fuck no..”. Speaking of, when I get around to it, the “Fuck no..” is probably going to be my next list.